So...

Work is kind of slow today. It was a bit slow yesterday, too, actually...

And I discovered - again - why I shouldn't watch sad movies. I watched a Japanese movie the other night that sounded like it would be really good. It was. It was an awesome movie. And I actually understood what was going on (if you've ever seen a Japanese movie, you'll know why I'm surprised. Or maybe I just picked bad movies before. I don't know.)

But the end was really, really sad. As soon as I realized what was happening - which was something completely different than what I'd been thinking was going to happen - I got teary-eyed, and before it even got to the sad end I was crying. Stupid sad movies. I wouldn't have watched it if I had known it was going to be sad. I hate crying.

It sucked, because I really liked the movie up to that point.

The same thing happened with a J-drama I started watching recently. I'm trying to convince myself to watch the rest of it, because I really, really like it. But I know the ending is going to be sad as hell. And that makes me not want to finish it, even though I do want to finish it, because the characters are really cool. Ah, decisions, decisions. I suppose I'll end up finishing it later.

I need to convince myself to work on my NaNo novel some more, too. I'll probably do that tonight, once I finish up that essay I have to do for my English Comp class. I'd work on that right now, but it's on my other computer. And speaking of my other computer, I still haven't finished backing it up. >_< Shame on me. Ahhh~ and I still have reading to finish up for class on Thursday. <---- *doesn't want to read textbooks* It's so boring. I've tried to read a couple pages every night, but I just can't focus. I guess because it's not that interesting. And Psychology, bleh! Right now, English Comp is the only class I'm able to focus on...

Man, and it's only Tuesday. This sucks. But at the same time...it's already Tuesday! And two of my classes are on Thursday. *headdesk* No NaNo novel for me tonight, unless I can get at least half of that reading done. The essay can probably wait, since that isn't due for another week. Hm, maybe I'll grab my textbooks and start on that, since I still don't have anymore work to do at the moment. It would shave some time off my reading tonight...

Yes, yes, I think I'll do that. Maybe the reading will go better since it will feel like I'm procrastinating doing work even though there's no work to be done.