Well, I won't try to pretend that rant didn't happen in my last post. It did. And I am still upset about some of it, though not nearly to the degree I had been when I wrote it. With all the stress lately - and almost no time to try to unwind - my emotions kind of took over (none of what I wrote was exaggerated, but it was very emotionally draining.)
I ended up saying to hell with some of the schoolwork I had; I got done what I could, but I didn't stress about trying to get all of it done. I prioritized better this week and managed to slip in some free time, but it's probably going to be a while before I have any again. There's a lot I have to do since I'm turning 21 soon (driver's license, insurance stuff to take care of because it's military insurance, etc., and the insurance stuff has proved itself to be a royal pain in the ass) and I have an eye doctor's appointment (and knowing them, I'm going to end up being there all afternoon) tests to study for, four papers to write, have to find time to squeeze in the required volunteer work for my Psych class, and the rest of the homework I get assigned.
I'm a mess right now. It doesn't help that every time we go somewhere and have to wait, my mom starts getting really pissed (like having to wait at the vet's. They were busy. What did she expect? That they would get right to us and have us out in five minutes? I don't think so.) I hate going anywhere with her, because the moment she decides she's waited too long she starts getting all huffy and pissy and bitches about how long we've been waiting (even if we've only been waiting ten or fifteen minutes at the vet when there are two or three people ahead of us). And I have to listen to her sigh as loudly and irritatedly as she can every minute or so.
It just stresses me out more.
Anyway, I didn't mean to turn this into another bitch-fest of my own. Ranting was needed, though. I'll try to go back to my regular post subjects soon.
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